......An Absolute Goose Egg......

"We now present you most controversial contemporary author of the era Mr Rajneesh Chaithanya who visited our studio to have a face to face with the audience" the host of the television show airing on a channel showcased the guest to the audience. The host is assumed to be successful film star with the largest paid remuneration in the country so far. "Let me remind you friends that this show broadcasts no such activities involving personal opinions and we try to be unbiased through out the event. In any case I as a host of the show on behalf of the channel hold no province for such acclaims if occurred to the viewers.Now we are here today to have a chit chat with our Guest on his latest bold attempt on a book named " An Introspection" which is believed to be a work based on the Life history of Sadguru Janachaithanya Maharaj who passed away a few months ago.

The host continued in a very pleasing manner"As portrayed by the experts and critics of coeval literature the book since its inception dealt with various scandals, happenings and rituals that Guruji has involved leaving behind the multitudinous charities and philanthropical acts through which Guruji tried to attain godly divinity. We now have a group of individuals who voluntarily have read the book and are willing to participate and throw light on the happenings in the book separating facts and figures. Lets begin with Mr Santhanu Gangopadhyaya renowned doctor best known for his Multispecilaity Clinics All Over the World "

Shanthanu adjusts himself and holds the mike with his hand "***Truth has no blood relations ethics and moral values or what ever we may call it just fits into everyone's life with only a single reason that we exist on this planet. This pretty much makes us to conclude and believe that for every happening under the sun on earth there is a substantial amount of truth involved in it***".I regret to inform the context in which this is written in the book but I was terribly enraged when I have first witnessed this statement in a book that I was reading about a holy person who is believed to be the reincarnation of the Lord. Probably the author of the lines might be well occupied in circumventing the readers to his favorite fictional escapist nature rather than throwing light on the facts. "

"At some point one gets so much convinced through the narrator's biased arguments that one can stop living and start fancying oneself without perceiving the practicality involved.We can see the arrogance and amateurish trait of the narrator in every part of this futile literary work It seems that the author is desperate in gaining recognition by all possible means by believing a reason that be it good or bad just publish it to be publicized. I being a firm supporter of Guruji detest this kind of attitude and consider this as an outrageous blasphemy. " by saying this Santhanu makes the audience a bit emotional.

The host took on the mike and tried to persuade Santhanu by saying" Now lets not get into the deepest of the detail sir we all here are very sorry for unfortunate death of Guruji but this is not a convenient platform for those emotions to fit in. We will move forward in the show let us see what Mr Rajneesh have to say on this issue raised by Mr Santhanu"Rajneesh for the first time in the show dresses the show "Well I never personally criticized anyone so far in my literary career and that's not an exception for this book. I try to find truth in every act of my life hence is the statement that I have written there. It represents my personal interpretation adapted to a rather unusual incident that I have witnessed during my course of visit to Guruji's Ashram. This may appeal to the readers as good or bad based on their perception and individual experiences on the happening.So I gently ignore these kind of comments and believe that I have my very own right to establish what my intellect allows me to comprehend." by saying this Rajneesh urges the group once again The host appeared as if he is lagging on the show and its the time for the him to play his part.He took over the mike and said "Now there is a greatest ridicule that came on my mind when I finished the book.It is the simple fact that narrator in the book being Guruji himself.How on earth would anyone think of representing himself as a moron when people consider him as a demigod.Some how I felt that Mr Rajneesh tried to impress the readers by deliberately avoiding the conclusion to any act that goes beyond our apprehension." the show continued with number of such one to one unyielding combats targeting solely the book and its author. Finally the show concluded as the time elapsed.

Rajneesh is now sitting comfortably on a chair in the balcony of his villa drinking his favorite black tea with lemon on a breezy evening.He is contemplating a new concept for his journey as a writer when he happened to hear some voices that are pretty familiar to him aired through the television that his wife was watching. He went into the living room to find the show that he gave to a channel a few weeks back playing on the television. After the completion of the show his wife gave him a quizzical look for which he smiled as if he got the necessary content for his next work.

...........Scent of a Woman...........

According to the valid interpretation of applied life sciences there is a fact that every living thing propagates unique odor due to which we identify and severalize between individuals. When it comes to the matter of a woman we can't distinguish since the fragrance that arises out of her keeps us mesmerized and distracted even with out any deodorant or perfume. A similar instance occurred to me when I was returning exhausted from my work place in the evening of a cloudy day.

I often thought that never is romance,poetry and literature are my cup of tea and never will be in the time to come, but I have a strong apprehension for all of them. This woman has driven me crazy with such thoughts which are alien to me so far. She was wearing a azure color attire (i don't know what to call it) with her hair left loosely to flicker to the moments of air. I can sense a lurid wave trembling through my body with her sweetness when she passed a few feet adjacent to me. I wonder whether this is the right moment to make a futile effort of trying my chance to have a word with her about the aroma and my inner feelings.

Scarcely had i identified myself with the characters in movies whenever there is a bit of flirtation involved. I thought i was in a dream when she stopped by and waiting for someone to come. She text-ed on her rich trendy mobile , spoke softly into it with a splendid laughter all the way. I felt an elicitation from all the sources to watch her and feel her fragrance as described by the writers of romantic poetry. Slowly I reached her to initiate the conversation interim I have seen her drawing her money purse out of her pockets. She was heading towards a consumer store very near to the place where this was happened.

" Can I have a Pack of Benson and Hedges Please" I over heard her talking to the person at the counter. " Certainly Madam" the over smart counter clerk replied and tendered the excess fare. She took the pack and was on her way to meet her Male friends who were standing near a facilities corner expecting her. I was stunned to see her opening the packet and lighting it together with her acquaintances. Generally I do not believe in culture, heritage etc kind of stuff but the sight of a woman smoking was debut to me.

When facts and fiction are juxtaposed the resulting thing is an augmented reality,now these are facts and we can't refute them. I cleared my thoughts and carried over with my journey where I caught a Glimpse of statutory warning given by the companies in human welfare " Tobacco causes fatal lung cancer" I laughed since it didn't adverted the gender.

..............A Gratuitous Confession....................

Since two years I didn't had enough time to write any better things. My life became so natural, melodramatic,mechanical and mundane each and every Second. One of my friend who is interested in reading my posts(I consider she is the only one showing interest in reading my posts) has often asked me to write something which I believe is the greatest achievement in my life so far. Life had offered me plenty of opportunities,lots of courage,support and strength to face it which I was unable to utilise or not in the mood of utilising them productively. Ever since I had posted something earlier I did not find anything so gripping and inspiring to put it on. Mind you I don't dare to say that my earlier posts or interesting or not but may be a little candid. I often feel that its better not to pen unless its extremely captivating for the readers(if any).


Literally speaking I have experienced so many strong emotions such as Grief, Misery, Atonement and Success in this period without my knowledge of the surroundings. It gave me a superlative pleasure whenever I failed during an attempt towards my career. Finally I got a break through not because I am truly intelligent or dedicated but since I am compromising and least demanding.I came across in-numerous extremists during the course of building my career who tried to exploit every single available source to its best with their limited apprehension. I often wondered why people stick to their profession but couldn't get appropriate answer for that. When I was lonely and grief stricken romancing with my life I came to realize that profession is one such thing which simulates our psyche keeping us away from distractions. Due to this very reason I tried hard to concentrate on my profession but in vain since my knowledge is poor and my scope is limited by radicals. I have written many useless quotations and reasons for my behaviour in almost every social networking site that I came across and hence exhausted by doing so. But confessing a crime after committing and admitting a mistake after doing doesn't resolve the issue at once. This fact is well known all over the world and the people who use it are all inclined towards rationalizing the circumstances so as to be benefited by them.

I was so helpless and frustrated at times and went to an extent of virtually intruding many lives. During my earlier encounters towards a bright Career I had a very good relation and acquaintance with Hyderabad and some pals. All of a sudden a sudden everything seemed to be dull and dimwitted with the advent of new profession into my career which made me often depressed. Initially I was astonished by the capricious behaviour of the individuals in pairing up but to be practical its the best thing to stay away from loneliness. It was then that I realised what my ambition is, where and when to initiate it.

Generally egotism or selfishness arises out of the fear that Individuals may be helpless by anyone during senile or other stages which makes them self centered. These kind of people can never be called selfish since its basic survival instinct of living being based on the fact Survival of the Fittest.If everybody on earth knows the other person this egotism can be Vanished. There Comes this concept and my Life time Ambition "INTEGRATION OF LIFE" . It seemed a bit awkward and incomprehensible whenever somebody heard this due to lack of proper establishment of a my genuine Intention. Often I think that everybody has to spend some time with themselves so as to understand their real need for existence on earth. Think Over it. It may be Helpful or Useless. :)