......Knowledge and skepticism.......

After a brief hiatus of more than five months I reinvigorated my inner soul to generate a useless yet fruitful post(in terms of writing) to fancy my existence. Everybody asks me Why I often degrade my acts its because of the reason that I love to the extremity of hatred.The only inspiration that boosted to write is yet another anonymous writing on the innernet which showed the inherent passion of the individuals in portraying their inner self to the world- a typical attempt.Things are whimsical since my last post, I realised slowly that the honesty of a lazy and despicable person is never appreciated in the social circles which are bound to be pseudo worthy in many cases. This also provoked me to believe the fact that the practical nature of a human being is not a sin and its a highly valued spirit called more former leeches as Survival of the fittest. I was fascinated by the change in the behaviour of people in accordace with the social status which is a perfect example of the long lasting insecurity,dependency and the loss of faith on themselves.

In the course of time I lost my job which made me more reluctant, self referential and deeply unregretful on life, thanks to social networking. I met this astonishing person on one such fortunate/misfortunate day who by serendipity was travelling with me on a sojourn.After listening to my story he said that If I were to be in your position My four fingers would never have gone in to my mouth until and unless I rejuvenated the situation and apologise for miseeds.If anybody has such a feeling they might be less confident on themselves and more anxious about life. Well to tell you what I never had any rues in my life, my hole and sole intention is to make myself happy irrespective of others.This trait of me might be left to the perspection of mortals. I always had a conflict with my mind and heart and ultimately both of them are safe making me a looser.Too much of knowledge on surroundings and least bothering on happenings makes a life skeptic.

To tell you frankly this question elicited in my mind since a very long time.What is the very need for a human being in this world to make his life worth mentioned. Is it to be happy? or to make others happy?. If the later part is chosen as the answer for above question then there is a chance that every person doesn't need to work at all for the very reason that there is another person on earth who is working to make him/her happy. On the contrary If my life is to make myself happy then why on earth would anyone be sad and call me arrogant becoz I am happy and my life is happening inspite of them.This may be often misundestood by some persons as If I am to make other's happpy then whos is to make happy?. Questions Questions Questions for which an educated person can never get an answer and a materialist never cares for the questions at all.Finally every part of the story needs a conclusion which turns out to be the inauguration of a new thought. This undeniable fact can be attributed to every occurence along with certain principles in science. The world doesn't end just for the heck of it every action has an equal and opposite reaction.

.....The Passionate Trends......

It was a sunday morning and I was so messed up earlier last night with all the gadgets that I am having.Ever since the inception I was always desperate in utilising the minute details of technology to their extremity but unfortunately people consider all my attempts as childish or amateurish. I don't have time to worry about the things that make me sad, today it is the time for me to refurbish my instincts towards the integration of applied science with lifestyle. I was walking on a lonely road capturing the precious moments after the rain on my N8. It is the second week of june, after a schorching summer slowly the temperatures are depriciating on account of the recent southwest monsoons. Often I wondered (still keep on wondering) thinking about the very good relation between the climate after a chilling rain on a sunday morning and a young girl of 24 in whites,because both of them arrive simultaneously with verdant and lively visual feasts.I happened to witness the beauty of a girl who was walking on the opposite side of the road when a big lightening occured. I walked to her and asked if she was interested in talking to me for a couple of minutes and fortunate enough to have her mercy.

She spoke to me splendidly "Generally everyone feels a bit hesistant in talking to strangers but the way I was brought makes me completely individualistic,reserved to make my own decisions and answerable wholly to myself on doing so." I am a bit confused when I heard these lines initially from her that it took me a moment for reversion. "Ok I don't like fooling around things but at the same time being straight forward may cut the chances of winning a situation.Hence we will go the adjacent park and share our passions together." "Lets zoom I don't want to waste even a second" it seemed that she is more interested than me.We are comfirtably sitting on a bench in the park. I can see her curly black hair shining in the bright sunlight after the rain " Which phone do you use " she questioned straightly I don't see a point in the initiation but I liked the question " Nokia N8. I believe strongly that the finnish engineers come up with a sense of philanthropy in every model they design. I found it genuinely gripping and satiating my technological appetite to the core." I replied in a hurry as if the question will fly away from me.

"That is a quite complex remark.Chill dude, don't make it an exam. How about Apple don't you like it. Now a days everybody are very much fascinated about the range of apps that Apple derives out of ios and cloud computing. I would like to know your stand on it. " she seemed a bit trendy by saying so.After all that is what much expected from a person to meet the coeval corporate standards. " Well yeah.I feel that Apple is for the individuals and Nokia is for the society. We all appreciate the look and feel of Apple products but we lead our life with Nokia.Isn't it"I questioned her intriguingly. "Now you sounded like a perfect and typical Indian" she laughed in a pleasing manner like an angel. I was very much enthralled by her presence and it looked as if she came all the way from heaven just to embrace me." Never mind. Lets cut that out. To speak straight from the shoulder my only intention in talking to you is just find a rightful life partner for me. Good heavens so far I am lucky and may I please remind you that I am not the one who belives in serendipity in love." I broke the pot and thought that I was in a haste. We spoke for some more time about application of sciences to lifestyle and at the end of the conversation we found each other deeply in love.

We have seen an expensive Audi Q7 in the parking lot when we are about to leave the park hand in hand. A tall well built man with a funky wet hair style dressed in a yellow tee carrying an I phone came to us. " Hello mark how do you do. After a long time. Where have you been all the time. Did you belled the CAT yet" the girl winked at the funky guy and questioned him. She introduced him to me as her classmate in graduation and I cursed myself for not knowing her name in the earlier chat. Both of them are very much engaged in using and discussing the applications of his I phone.She seemed very much excited, interested and elated rather than our encounter earlier.After a moment she came to me and said " Sorry Mister. I don't know your name and please don't say it now. I just wanted you to know that I have changed my Platform from Symbian to ios." these are the last words she spoke to me. After half an hour they both went away in the Audi and I was sitting on the same bench staring at the sky and contemplating. Just then I recieved a call and I noticed that I forgot to switch off the video mode on phone which recorded the entire event. I once agian reviewed those happenings and laughed pleasantly at myself.

I was terribly worried about my misfortune when this happened.Its about a month later I recieved a call from Nokia stating that the video that I have recorded accidentally was shortlisted for the Nokia My Shorts contest. The person on phone asked me immediately to switch on the television and watch the results. I felt very very happy when I listened to his voice on phone and jumped over my feet.Prior to this call the thought of making a real event to a short film came up when I narrated the entire event to my brother. I hung up the phone and switched on the telivision " And now we announce you the winner of the Nokia My Shorts Contest Mr Pranav Sinha for the Short Film. " Love- Technology-Lifestyle." and I was breathless when I heard my name.After that the show continued thanking to everyone until it was interrupted by a short break. I caught the glimpse of a commercial presented by Nokia which said. "Its not Technology. Its what you do with it."

......An Absolute Goose Egg......

"We now present you most controversial contemporary author of the era Mr Rajneesh Chaithanya who visited our studio to have a face to face with the audience" the host of the television show airing on a channel showcased the guest to the audience. The host is assumed to be successful film star with the largest paid remuneration in the country so far. "Let me remind you friends that this show broadcasts no such activities involving personal opinions and we try to be unbiased through out the event. In any case I as a host of the show on behalf of the channel hold no province for such acclaims if occurred to the viewers.Now we are here today to have a chit chat with our Guest on his latest bold attempt on a book named " An Introspection" which is believed to be a work based on the Life history of Sadguru Janachaithanya Maharaj who passed away a few months ago.

The host continued in a very pleasing manner"As portrayed by the experts and critics of coeval literature the book since its inception dealt with various scandals, happenings and rituals that Guruji has involved leaving behind the multitudinous charities and philanthropical acts through which Guruji tried to attain godly divinity. We now have a group of individuals who voluntarily have read the book and are willing to participate and throw light on the happenings in the book separating facts and figures. Lets begin with Mr Santhanu Gangopadhyaya renowned doctor best known for his Multispecilaity Clinics All Over the World "

Shanthanu adjusts himself and holds the mike with his hand "***Truth has no blood relations ethics and moral values or what ever we may call it just fits into everyone's life with only a single reason that we exist on this planet. This pretty much makes us to conclude and believe that for every happening under the sun on earth there is a substantial amount of truth involved in it***".I regret to inform the context in which this is written in the book but I was terribly enraged when I have first witnessed this statement in a book that I was reading about a holy person who is believed to be the reincarnation of the Lord. Probably the author of the lines might be well occupied in circumventing the readers to his favorite fictional escapist nature rather than throwing light on the facts. "

"At some point one gets so much convinced through the narrator's biased arguments that one can stop living and start fancying oneself without perceiving the practicality involved.We can see the arrogance and amateurish trait of the narrator in every part of this futile literary work It seems that the author is desperate in gaining recognition by all possible means by believing a reason that be it good or bad just publish it to be publicized. I being a firm supporter of Guruji detest this kind of attitude and consider this as an outrageous blasphemy. " by saying this Santhanu makes the audience a bit emotional.

The host took on the mike and tried to persuade Santhanu by saying" Now lets not get into the deepest of the detail sir we all here are very sorry for unfortunate death of Guruji but this is not a convenient platform for those emotions to fit in. We will move forward in the show let us see what Mr Rajneesh have to say on this issue raised by Mr Santhanu"Rajneesh for the first time in the show dresses the show "Well I never personally criticized anyone so far in my literary career and that's not an exception for this book. I try to find truth in every act of my life hence is the statement that I have written there. It represents my personal interpretation adapted to a rather unusual incident that I have witnessed during my course of visit to Guruji's Ashram. This may appeal to the readers as good or bad based on their perception and individual experiences on the happening.So I gently ignore these kind of comments and believe that I have my very own right to establish what my intellect allows me to comprehend." by saying this Rajneesh urges the group once again The host appeared as if he is lagging on the show and its the time for the him to play his part.He took over the mike and said "Now there is a greatest ridicule that came on my mind when I finished the book.It is the simple fact that narrator in the book being Guruji himself.How on earth would anyone think of representing himself as a moron when people consider him as a demigod.Some how I felt that Mr Rajneesh tried to impress the readers by deliberately avoiding the conclusion to any act that goes beyond our apprehension." the show continued with number of such one to one unyielding combats targeting solely the book and its author. Finally the show concluded as the time elapsed.

Rajneesh is now sitting comfortably on a chair in the balcony of his villa drinking his favorite black tea with lemon on a breezy evening.He is contemplating a new concept for his journey as a writer when he happened to hear some voices that are pretty familiar to him aired through the television that his wife was watching. He went into the living room to find the show that he gave to a channel a few weeks back playing on the television. After the completion of the show his wife gave him a quizzical look for which he smiled as if he got the necessary content for his next work.