...........Scent of a Woman...........

According to the valid interpretation of applied life sciences there is a fact that every living thing propagates unique odor due to which we identify and severalize between individuals. When it comes to the matter of a woman we can't distinguish since the fragrance that arises out of her keeps us mesmerized and distracted even with out any deodorant or perfume. A similar instance occurred to me when I was returning exhausted from my work place in the evening of a cloudy day.

I often thought that never is romance,poetry and literature are my cup of tea and never will be in the time to come, but I have a strong apprehension for all of them. This woman has driven me crazy with such thoughts which are alien to me so far. She was wearing a azure color attire (i don't know what to call it) with her hair left loosely to flicker to the moments of air. I can sense a lurid wave trembling through my body with her sweetness when she passed a few feet adjacent to me. I wonder whether this is the right moment to make a futile effort of trying my chance to have a word with her about the aroma and my inner feelings.

Scarcely had i identified myself with the characters in movies whenever there is a bit of flirtation involved. I thought i was in a dream when she stopped by and waiting for someone to come. She text-ed on her rich trendy mobile , spoke softly into it with a splendid laughter all the way. I felt an elicitation from all the sources to watch her and feel her fragrance as described by the writers of romantic poetry. Slowly I reached her to initiate the conversation interim I have seen her drawing her money purse out of her pockets. She was heading towards a consumer store very near to the place where this was happened.

" Can I have a Pack of Benson and Hedges Please" I over heard her talking to the person at the counter. " Certainly Madam" the over smart counter clerk replied and tendered the excess fare. She took the pack and was on her way to meet her Male friends who were standing near a facilities corner expecting her. I was stunned to see her opening the packet and lighting it together with her acquaintances. Generally I do not believe in culture, heritage etc kind of stuff but the sight of a woman smoking was debut to me.

When facts and fiction are juxtaposed the resulting thing is an augmented reality,now these are facts and we can't refute them. I cleared my thoughts and carried over with my journey where I caught a Glimpse of statutory warning given by the companies in human welfare " Tobacco causes fatal lung cancer" I laughed since it didn't adverted the gender.

..............A Gratuitous Confession....................

Since two years I didn't had enough time to write any better things. My life became so natural, melodramatic,mechanical and mundane each and every Second. One of my friend who is interested in reading my posts(I consider she is the only one showing interest in reading my posts) has often asked me to write something which I believe is the greatest achievement in my life so far. Life had offered me plenty of opportunities,lots of courage,support and strength to face it which I was unable to utilise or not in the mood of utilising them productively. Ever since I had posted something earlier I did not find anything so gripping and inspiring to put it on. Mind you I don't dare to say that my earlier posts or interesting or not but may be a little candid. I often feel that its better not to pen unless its extremely captivating for the readers(if any).


Literally speaking I have experienced so many strong emotions such as Grief, Misery, Atonement and Success in this period without my knowledge of the surroundings. It gave me a superlative pleasure whenever I failed during an attempt towards my career. Finally I got a break through not because I am truly intelligent or dedicated but since I am compromising and least demanding.I came across in-numerous extremists during the course of building my career who tried to exploit every single available source to its best with their limited apprehension. I often wondered why people stick to their profession but couldn't get appropriate answer for that. When I was lonely and grief stricken romancing with my life I came to realize that profession is one such thing which simulates our psyche keeping us away from distractions. Due to this very reason I tried hard to concentrate on my profession but in vain since my knowledge is poor and my scope is limited by radicals. I have written many useless quotations and reasons for my behaviour in almost every social networking site that I came across and hence exhausted by doing so. But confessing a crime after committing and admitting a mistake after doing doesn't resolve the issue at once. This fact is well known all over the world and the people who use it are all inclined towards rationalizing the circumstances so as to be benefited by them.

I was so helpless and frustrated at times and went to an extent of virtually intruding many lives. During my earlier encounters towards a bright Career I had a very good relation and acquaintance with Hyderabad and some pals. All of a sudden a sudden everything seemed to be dull and dimwitted with the advent of new profession into my career which made me often depressed. Initially I was astonished by the capricious behaviour of the individuals in pairing up but to be practical its the best thing to stay away from loneliness. It was then that I realised what my ambition is, where and when to initiate it.

Generally egotism or selfishness arises out of the fear that Individuals may be helpless by anyone during senile or other stages which makes them self centered. These kind of people can never be called selfish since its basic survival instinct of living being based on the fact Survival of the Fittest.If everybody on earth knows the other person this egotism can be Vanished. There Comes this concept and my Life time Ambition "INTEGRATION OF LIFE" . It seemed a bit awkward and incomprehensible whenever somebody heard this due to lack of proper establishment of a my genuine Intention. Often I think that everybody has to spend some time with themselves so as to understand their real need for existence on earth. Think Over it. It may be Helpful or Useless. :)

........A Splendour At Night.........

"Ha this bus sucked my last ounce of blood have to refresh myself",I heaved a seigh of relief as I headed towards my destiny i.e., my home.Beep Beep "Going to be a new bond tonight.Careful dude",my mobile phone beeped once."Huh this corporate mobile companies doesn't have any work at any point of time.Always delivering useless alerts.Hmmm wait a minute "going to be a new bond" oooo sounds gr8".I was on my way to refresh myself at a snacks stor."Bhaiyya ek plate pani poori do"a local slang to the snacks store person.I found a girl just beside me eating something.I thot abt my mobile alert.Fyn for da first tym the mobile alert is going to be true.I finished eating and just tried to follow her to make the mobile company feel proud abt deir about their alerts.

"Heyaa wait a moment please",I screamed as I reached her."Wat" a sarcastic reply from her but not a bad start."Can I have a walk with you",I sounded a little formal."Hmmmm this road belongs to the government I hope",she rushed without my reply."Okay wats your name",less fromal this time."Well Iam Sandhya.Working for Infosys,drawing 30k per month.Is this enuff for you",a harsh reply i thot."Im Anand Sastry shortly Nandu.Hi",I raised my hand towards her to have a shake.She looked at me and folded her hands to put a traditional namaskaar."Ohh gr8 you seem to be orthodox right",I said in a promoting tone."Yeah" a one liner from her."Can you sound a little bit modern",I asked her."Abt wat",she gave an instant reply."Your name seems little out of place to infosys",I added flavour to the conversation."Should I rejuvenate it"she said as both of crossed the signal."Well there is no harm in being modern right",I said trying to use my GRE skills."Right then im Sandy",little useful reply.Wow Nandu weds Sandy the names are matched and rhyming too I thot in my mind.

"Shall we exchange some more info",I asked with some hope."Fine wat do u do",she took the initiative for the first time."Me.Iam a Graduate trying to grab an opportunity from the IT industry",I replied in a well struck mode."It seems dat you are searching hard",she is trying to concentrate on me I hope.Well my wish is fulfilled a bit I thot in mind."Well now that u r working for a top most IT company in India you know everything about US economy and the downfall of IT companies now a days right",I used my G.K this time trying hard to impress her through."Not much you may try better rather than worrying about US economy which is not at all related to us",she is getting more n more interested on me hmmm great."Let it be.Do u watch movies",now I replied trying to share my interests."Rock On Hey yeah waqt kaa ishaaraa.I hope I luv this song and movie very much",she replied.I felt lil excited and said "Wow I too just liked the movie and song.Seems that we are like minded.Gud Gud",I promoted the conversation meanwhile we overcame by a biker(Is dat the proper word).

He stopped a bit forward from us.The girl with whom I was talking just crossed me and climbed the bike.She replied "Fine Nandu this is my hubby Varun.He too works for Infosys and my colleague too.We had a trouble with petrol a lil earlier so he rushed leaving me alone.Nice meeting you Nandu"."Then wat abt me.I thot we are like minded",I sounded lil dull loosing my hope."Well thats wat one opts wen u care abt useless things like US economy and me.Be more productive in your work dude.Adiosssssss",she left waving a hand to me.

Beep Beep"Stop pestering about broken bond.Sort out new"
Bloody Hellllllllllllllllllllll...........................